rant to self- damnit!!
shit shit shit!!! i’m back up to 57.8 kilos… damn!!
time to start all over again. i don’t know what is going on right now with me- maybe it’s stress, maybe it’s a bit of depression, but whatever it is, i am not going to let this take me back up to where i was. i am now 127. that’s up about 10 pounds from this winter. damnit! that means i need to drop about 20 pounds… at least. damn, i’m so pissed at myself for letting myself go back up. granted, i just weighed myself and it’s in the midde of the day, but still, it’s a decent gain even allowing for that. damn. damn damn damn. time to get your shit together, kid
aww hang in there. but like you said you will not let that stop you. So keep truckin ….you know you can do this.
You can do it!!! Just set a goal for this week and follow through.
Just one week! Like “x” amount of cardio minutes per day. You can always work up from it next week, so set something you will stick to THIS week.
Loves ya girlie!! I wanna see you get those results you want!