rant to self- damnit!!

shit shit shit!!! i’m back up to 57.8 kilos… damn!!

 time to start all over again. i don’t know what is going on right now with me- maybe it’s stress, maybe it’s a bit of depression, but whatever it is, i am not going to let this take me back up to where i was. i am now 127. that’s up about 10 pounds from this winter. damnit! that means i need to drop about 20 pounds… at least. damn, i’m so pissed at myself for letting myself go back up. granted, i just weighed myself and it’s in the midde of the day, but still, it’s a decent gain even allowing for that. damn. damn damn damn. time to get your shit together, kid

2 Comments so far

  1. kerstinaparton @ July 26th, 2009

    aww hang in there. but like you said you will not let that stop you. So keep truckin ….you know you can do this.

  2. ready2bskinE @ July 27th, 2009

    You can do it!!! Just set a goal for this week and follow through. :) Just one week! Like “x” amount of cardio minutes per day. You can always work up from it next week, so set something you will stick to THIS week. :) Loves ya girlie!! I wanna see you get those results you want!

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